Hello, My name is Zoya Rehman. I am 14 years old. I am educated at Valentines High School. I have been brought up in the UK. My cultural background is Pakistani. I am here to write about my self, not the general just for fun but to express my self for who i am and how i really feel from inside. I have given this Blog entry the title 'My Life' becuase it is all going to be ONLY about MY life.But i do know that hardly anyone is going to be reading this but still this blog is in a form of my diary,  So here i go...

I am known as a normal girl who can just get treated as how ever  people would want to be. Now  before coming to high school i had the perfect life; loads of best friends, happy family, be spoilt ( I still am), and most importantly be loved by EVERYONE. my life at this moment is not the perfect life everyone would want it to be its just that kind of life that you wish you just didnt have, because in the conditions im in is just painful, NO ONE understands me NO ONE knows how i really feel NO ONE *CARES* and especially i have been getting misunderstood by everyone even my own mum. Which makes me so angry, now while im typing this up my heads hurtng so much because im already in depression because thats how bad my life is right now. But then again i do thank God that it is thousands time better then others but still i dont like the conditions im at right now. i cant shout at anyone, i cant even smile when i want to i have to act infront of my peers that everything is normal but from inside my hearts burning and my eyes just want to drop down tears but i cant because then that asumes that im weak, but i dont want to be. now one of my problems here is that i have a cousin right, hes my age hes 14 aswell, we were really good cousins before; we used to have alot of fun playing and just joking around now its all just changed...why? Because he misunderstood me. I have realized that we have to have atleast five arguments a year because he always misunderstands me. he thinks me getting upset over him is a BIG JOKE!!!, which hurt me so much, but i was still quiet, i've written about him first because im on bebo and hes on my friends list so im just remembering that first.